Still sad
We packed up and left
You moved us into a house that smelled like cigarettes
My real dad
Only three months dead
I can't remember the last thing he said
I took drugs
I drank 'til I threw up
I left you in the dust as soon as I grew up
And that's when
He tried to take your life
I can't imagine what that must have been like
But you'd pray to God to redeem him
To give you the purpose or meaning
But a god that only gives you sufferin' is no kind of god
No kind of god to believe in
Thank you for another beautiful day
And this endless expanse of nothing
The distance doubles my doubt
The fuck was that about?
There's something people say
Something "heart growing fonder"
"What kills you and what makes you stronger"
But you'd pray to God to redeem him
To give you the purpose or meaning
But a god that only gives you sufferin' is no kind of god
No kind of god to believe in
No kind of god to believe in
No kind of god
No kind of god to believe in
Oh Lonesome Ana's version was performed by: Ashley Maiden, Evan Bailey, Jacob Bradford, and Zach Peach. It was recorded, mixed, and mastered by Jack Shirley at The Atomic Garden. Background vocals were arranged and recorded by Pat Hills at Earthtone Studios. Additional recording by Zach Peach at Dream Cabin Sounds and Jacob Bradford at The Birchville Cat Motel, both in Nevada County.
PASTORAL's version was performed, recorded, and mixed by Pat Hills at Earthtone Studios. It was also mastered by Jack Shirley at The Atomic Garden.